Anna Muller

The paramedics who saved my life and ended up saving so many others

Forever the luckiest human in the world to be able to marry you

Be so for real

He handled this so well that early on in our relationship and continues to amaze me with his support #onthisday

Replying to @Kylie McDaniel I ask everyone to be kind please. I do not think names are necessary, if you dont know what this is about that is okay. I believe this is an important part of my healing. Its been a long two years and I would really like to move on. I would have much preferred to not do this pubically, however i have no form of contact as even my phone number is blocked and at no point has there been any accountability. This was a public relationship and with that I understand there are questions and feel everyone deserves truth. I hope we can close this chapter. I will not be silent and I will continue to provide the truth if necessary. Otherwise, lets be accountable to ourselves, learn, grow, and do better. Collectively, I know we all can. Myself included. #greenscreen

Its okay we understand bestie

this video was so hard to post last year and always gets me emotional #onthisday

Replying to @usersooooop his face at the end says it all #lgbtq

You are not alone and I promise it wont always feel like this

I’ve stopped trying to educate people on the fluidity of these concepts when they have every intention to purely misunderstand them, so I’m gonna let them. But for what it’s worth, yes I’m still fruity. Yes there were more reasons than just my fruity ness that lead to a divorce. #lgbtq #divorce

Replying to @supersophie I hope you can accept this part of us

Having someone help with accountability when you struggle to is so imporant because when I tell you I was ready to ring up my credit card lol

I hope this gave you everything it gave us

#ad The lift of your behind in these is actually shocking and I dont know how to feel

Replying to @Madi | Recovery after illness I couldn’t have asked for a better with this one omg

Just two theatre kids at heart #lgbtq #couple

Cortisol face is very real and I had no idea how much my stress was impacting me. What I find really sweet about this is how much this changed once I met Cameron

Replying to @teaa.33 I cant see myself wearing one of those ever again honestly it icks me out haha #lgbtq #wedding

Sometimes healing means paying respect to the parts of yourself that you hid. Sometimes it means allowing yourself to be honest and seen in the ways that still scare you. Im reminding myself that there is no right way to do this. But that person I was one to two years ago who wanted to scream, im allowing them to scream now. Even these clips I am uncomfortable to share. I get nervous posting anything alluding to being hurt. My fiance asked me why this morning and I said well, I dont want to give victim mindset vibes. And he responded with ‘but you were a victim, and thats exactly why you are questioning yourself still’. This was one of the darkest times in my life. I was almost hospitalized again, my mental health was at an all time low, and genuinely did not want to be here. And I just sat in it, quietly. One of the biggest injustices I have ever done to myself. So yes, im paying tribute to that version of me now.

better things are coming